I’m starting to notice how much my parents favor my brother. It’s starting to really get to me.
Lights in the sky.
Hopefully I’ll be seeing something similar to this in a few days.
Happy birthday daddy I love you and miss you so much. I wish you were here with me everyday instead of the new family I have now. R.I.P Corwyn.
That moment when you replace your actual friends with people you meet online.
Im tied of feeling so depressed. I just want to be happy. Idk how much more of this I can take.
I hate falling in love. The fear of losing the one I love always consumes me. But I much rather have got the chances to love him then to not have a chance at all.
My new baby. No lips will ever touch her other then mine. :) I love the 420 on the bowl. I shall name her marley.
I hate feeling so alone when I’m surrounded by billions of people. I just want to feel loved and needed by someone. I want to feel alive and happy. I want someone just one person to come grab me by the shoulders look me in the eyes tell me they love me and hug me till I ball like a fuckin baby. I never thought that was a lot to ask for but I guess I was wrong. My head feels like wwlll is going inside of it. I argue with myself daily just to stay alive and for what to feel lost, alone, hated, and unloved. Why should I keep going I won’t get far and have nothing worth saving. I’ll just seclude myself from the world. Until I finally get ending done just right and hopefully never see the light of day again.
